June 16th, 2007

Sydney *SIGH*

Now that I got that off my chest...

...I apologize to everyone for my earlier rant... :(

Edited: Took down my earlier rant - it was childish and stupid in light of everything going on...

A little Sydney update...

Sydney is still not doing well... after a little over a week, she can't stand or really move around - she has made improvements and can sit up for prolonged periods of time, but we wonder if this is the best that she's going to get. :( She's been lethargic and disinterested in things recently so I decided to put all of her stuffed toys around her, and surprisingly she perked up a bit, and even tried to play with them. I'm thinking that's a good sign, right?

Still it's VERY hard to see her so immobile... :( She looks as though she wants to move and because she still wants to play with her toys and wants to get up and follow us, we know that she's still HERSELF... she just can't seem to get enough balance to stand... We're beginning to wonder if she ever will... :(

Tomorrow I'm working again at the 50th State Fair for my class and though I love it, it also gives me a lot of stress at the same time. I feel somehow shy communicating with others outside of my class and I know it's something I totally have to get over - but I always have this nagging fear that I'll sign something totally wrong and offend someone without knowing it... :(

And though I've been trying not to think about it, to all the Fathers on my friends' list - please have a nice day tomorrow!! My apologies again for the earlier immature rant... I hope you're all having a nice weekend. Big HUGS to all of you!
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