...but then thought the better of it and took it down. I realized after I wrote it that I've been ranting about my websites WAY too much - and scary as it may be, I think I may have gotten to the point that I might not care as much anymore. :( Official / unofficial - it's all just a title - Besides I always believe that hard work, dedication, and heart has to count for something, right? :P

Oh well, on to the less depressing part of my post. :P

I realized last night that I should probably just kiss Tuesday nights good-bye. :P I'm hardly able to get anything productive done on "Line of Fire" nights. :P Doing laundry for my trip was on the top of my agenda last night, but forget it - I could barely stay up past "Line of Fire" to type out this post (which I'm finishing this morning, BTW)

Pat (my NYC trip friend) emailed me to tell me that although snow is expected on Wednesday and Thursday morning, our NYC weekend looks clear - but VERY cold! BRR! Glad I found that winter coat or I would be so unprepared for the weather up there! :P I can't believe I leave tomorrow night already! It feels like we've been planning this trip forever - it feels a little surreal to have it finally be here.

And when will I ever learn? Every time I eat at Taco Bell I feel ill and yesterday was no exception. :P Kind of like Amanda and Chinese food, I'm that way with Taco Bell! :P But never again - Taco Bell has been permanently scratched off my potential lunch places. :P

And I called my old branch yesterday for some information and I miss all my old co-workers! :( Life in the back office is certainly different... Part of me thinks that it doesn't match my personality at all, part of me wonders how long I can last with no constant people interaction. :P I've come to realize that even if I do fit in better with the admin people, I'm not completely like them either. So, I'm not a sales person, and not a true admin person (because I need people interaction in my day!) - Isn't there some sort of middle ground for people like me? :P *SIGH*